Hey you know what people ?
i didn't know that you guys could actually forget a 3 years friendship this easily . I didn't know cause me once wanting to transfer, and in th end i didn't, you guys would treat me like this now. I'm staying in this school because of Mrs Rupesh, Ms Soo, & Ms Chang . I dont want to disappoint them any further ok ? I only left th band for th past few days cause my parents say i would transfer, so i didn't go ok ? Now that i'm not transferring anymore, i wanted to go back to band, but when i told you outside th General Office, what type of face did you give me ? Since you dont want me back, why should i come and extra and make you all waste more time on me ? Why should i ? Right ? I tried telling you two nicely, that i wanted to join back and be a part of th section again, but why do you two have to treat me like this ? Another You, you think that a 3 years friendship is so easy to forget huh ? All those ups and downs we been through tgt, i didn't know you could forget them so easily . Whenever i was in a lousy mood, slashed myself ( LONG TIME TH THING HOR ), or whatever stupid things i did, you two were th only two who stood by my side, making sure i'm ok, applying medicine to my wounds. When i wasn't feeling well, you guys made sure i'm ok, and didn't allow me to play my instrument . When i had friendship/relationship problems, you two were th only two who understanded me inside out, because we've been through things tgt for th past 3 years, no one else knew how i felt . I didn't know that cause of a small matter, you two gave up a 3 year friendship . If you gave up trust in me cause i left th band, i understand . But now i want to come back, & i thought you guys would be happy that i'm coming back .. I didn't know you guys would be like this. I didn't know that you wouldn't like it . & you know what ? I DIDN'T KNOW YOU GUYS WERE LIKE THIS . You can say i've changed, i admit i did, but think about it yourself, did you guys change too ? .. From th bestofjuniors&seniors, we've became enemies, and now you guys hate me right ? .. I'm sorry, but if i knew that you guys wouldn't accept me back, i would've continued wanting to transfer . & if you want to know who you guys are, i'm gonna tell you.

- NADIA SOH & DERRICK CHUA .

Ok, not really in a goodmood naos . But, still gonna post about today's outing k ; what did i do today ? :/

Went out with Gail, Deidrie, Leon & Yingkang, went to Northpoint first, timezone . Went mini toon, bought something. Went to timezone again. Went to find gail, find alr, went to eat at OCC . Ate, cabbed back to Northpoint . Met with seyou & Shawn, trained to Pasir Ris, after that went back to Yishun, Safra. Met with Rosemary, & Liuhui .

Forgot what happen, went back to Safra, wanted play pool, but no table . So go arcade. See them play game . Liuhui friend sent me to Northpoint, thank you . Went off first cause Javier was alr there. Heh, sorry uh mama, sister, brother, daddy, & leon . ):

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Okok, nothing to say alr .
I'm going to go to th gym now, Javier keep rush me -.- !


Yingkang, jiayou ! (:
Deidrie, i'll never hate you, N.E.V.E.R !