Firstly . I admit, i'm no longer th Lynn you all once knew. I changed already. You guys have to admit that you all also got change right ? It's part of life. You have th choice right ? You cant be th same forever and ever right ? Which person has th personality of a 3 year old when that person's 15 ? COMEON! So what if i'm not th Lynn you guys knew? I'm still th same in th inside. Doesn't mean cause i changed outside means i'm not th same anymore ok ? Not only i changed, everyone changed. YOU KNOW IT. Your no longer like last time too ok ? You became alot different. All of us did. Doesn't mean that only i changed. I dont really care what you guys are thinking when you read this, i'm not aiming anyone.

It isn't anybody's fault that i changed. No one made me change. I made that decision myself. I became more rebellious. I became a better daughter to my parents. LOL. I decided to change as i hated being that fake person you guys knew . I wasn't th real me. I DONT FUCKING WANT TO CONTINUE A FAKE LIFE ! Who wants to let people know their fake side? My real side isn't as strong anyways. I dont like, th fact that, because of you guys, i changed to someone i was not. I was never like this. Now i am going back to who i really am. TH REAL ME. I dont need you guys to lecture me. Everytime say change for th better, THINK ABOUT YOURSELVES FIRST LAHS .

Secondly, STF. (: Sisters Together Forever. Once we were freaking close. Now, i decided to leave you guys. It isn't any of your fault ! Never will be. I just think that i dont belong there. & to tell you guys th truth, i'm not comfortable there. I dont dare to say things out openly. No matter what, i never had th chance to answer back at any of you. Everytime you all show attitude, i never showed back. When i am not happy, i get scolded. Admit it, you know you did.

I dont like it, I HATE IT. I rather have a clique that understands me inside out, a clique like SAYS FAMILY . Not saying that you guys aren't great. You guys are. But being with th SAYS family, i'm much more happier. I ADMIT TO TH WHOLE WORLD, I LOVE GAIL, WEIJIE, & SIMING ! I'm happier here, right ? :/ I'm really pissed at th fact that, you guys always want me to change to someone you guys like, when i hated it every single bit. Gail accepted me as who i was, and i thank you for that mama. (: I love you manys. Really. I never want to leave Says family.

Thirdly, thank you Jaron, Liyee, Weeshen, JunCheng, Weijun . For cheering me up, making sure i'm ok. I'm not ok, but i feel a bit better. Thanks for your helping words. I'll cheer up. Wish you guys luck for your exams ! unless you dont have any :x ! I love you guys. Thank you.

OK, today. left house, 930.

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bye people. No offence to anyone.